This is an issue that haunts me and I wonder if it ever bothers anyone. Now assuming people in an interracial relationship are actually reading this and agreeing or disagreeing (if you fit in either one if these categories you should comment ;) Have you ever watched a foreign wedding?

Now lately I've been watching a lot because my boyfriends mom has like 5 sisters who all got married and had kids who are grown up. That means Afghani weddings from Australia, Germany, India, Pakistan, and of course Afghanistan. So far in my opinion the weddings that took place in the US are the nicest my next favorite would be Germany.

What depresses me is that out of all the weddings I've seen none of them have been to someone outside their race. His sister pointed out his mom's cousin married a white guy who's Christian but in the next breath she added then again her parents are dead so they never had to see that day. Greeeeat just the support I was looking for.

I know it's stupid it be pouting over all of this seeing as my boyfriend and I aren't even engaged and though he says he wants us to get married soon I'm highly doubtful. I don't know how to explain it 19 is waaaay to young to be running to the alter but it bothers me for some reason. If I wasted three years of my life for no reason I'm going to be very angry...